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Sunday, December 13, 2009

Currently
Angels & Demons
Air
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While I'm at it....

I suppose I'll put in some of a story I'm "finishing."
If you happen to stumble upon it, leave a comment and tell me what you think?
Or find me at Writer's Cafe.


Ishkamael pumped his wings and we propelled above the clouds, towards the fabled castle.

Away in the distance shone a bronze castle marked with an alabaster pattern, too far away to discern.

I turned to the girl. “Who are you?”

“Irina. Irina Aexiranova, daughter of Kirkavok.”

“Aexira…?” But I knew very well whom she was speaking of.

“She is a Rōyál,” Irina replied bitterly. “Haegh Princess of the Jarkan Provinces.”

So she had risen from Jayne to Haegh. “Who is your father?”

“Kirkavok of Meylin. A traitor to Gargyon, who left my mother and took me. I do not blame him.”

She looked behind us, and after seeing no pursuers in the sky, visibly relaxed. I simply sat, looking at her.

“I did not know Aexira had a daughter. Oh, I seem to have forgotten my manners. I am-”

“Isábelle Risturu…I know. My father has…he asked me to fetch you before the guards…

Aexira would not have been merciful.”

“Oh.” I looked to my hands, blood pounding in my head. “Do you know of a man named Karin?”

“Karin…Karin of Himena?”

“Yes!” The pounding blood in my head became blood rushing through my head. “Do you know if he is alive or dead?”

“Unfortunately, nay. I have only heard of him in books. His name is taboo in the village.”

Whatever strength I had gotten from her words was now gone. If his name was taboo,

then I would never find my only love, keeper of the Keys, and the seed to my-

“Dragon! See that crevice in the ground? You must fly into it?”

Ishkamael turned his head to us. “And how is that possible, child?”

“It may seem narrow, but that is only to the unrequited eye.” She placed a slender hand on

Ishkamael’s neck. His pupils dilated, and I knew then that she was more than simply human.

I leaned over Ishkamael’s side, feeling unbalanced. If Irina, the daughter of Aexira, was…

different, what would that mean for Aexira? I knew Irina kept in touch with her mother,

there was just no other way that the Haegh Princess of Jarka could let her own blood and flesh away from her.

But I had a deeper feeling that her father, who ever Kirkavok was, aided our side and more i

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Currently
The Tenth Power (Book 3 in the Chanters of Tremaris Trilogy)
By Kate Constable
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...hi...

I haven't blogged in everr.
So lemme update you about my amazing, wonderful, frozen-rain life.

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Actually, I have nothing to say. XD


Monday, November 16, 2009

Angst

Sleepless nights, rendered into
bland, blank, baseless days
inside, emotions welling
manifesting into nightmarish relief

homework done in sleep
beads of sweat, mixing with
blood filled tears; waste of labor
nauseated nights

heart wrenched gut
no gurgle of mind's brilliance
like no other feeling
like betrothal to Fear himself

not doing insanity, claiming
it's too crazy; wanting perfection
getting attention, wishing freedom,
self-depriving rituals

slipping farther from light's
dark grasp. knowing nothing but
wrenched feelings-

waiting for blissful relief.


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Currently
Nightmare Anatomy
By Aiden
The Last Sunrise
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Poem 1: The Buddha's Truth

I wrote this yesterday as part of my 14-day challenge...not to lose weight, but to write a poem EVERYDAY! :D

It's going to be amaaazzzing.


'Twas a fine young day when I set out on the path,

Of knowledge and truth, of trying to avoid God's wrath.

Sunny day it was, that fateful morn',

And I skipped away, thinking I would again be born.

 

But lo! 'Twas not as easy as I thought 'twould be,

Those whom I trusted came to brainwash me,

They said obey this, not that! Or fall from God's sight!

And I slunk away, hoping for another ray of light.

 

But I kept going, looking for my Messiah,

And they said look up, not towards Mother Gaia.

I waited and waited, for him to speak,

To have that personal relationship; his word to make me unique.

 

Sophomorically, I passed the time,

And I could feel my brain was going to sublime.

But nothing happened, not even a miracle of sorts,

And I was left there, looking for supports.

 

So I fell from the graces of his People and Word,

And bemusedly thought, so be it! 'Twas rather absurd.

And I went on my path once more,

In this, my heart I did pour.

 

My wanderings took me to a place far away,

To a man that could lead no one astray;

His voice was gentle, his smile benign,

His robes simple, and his wisdom far greater than mine.

 

I asked a simple thing, only for truth,

And he told me, Stop, look around, keep no forsooth.

Hurriedly I looked, waiting to discover,

He said Sit still, don't fretter.

 

I tried and tried, but I had naught the patience,

And he told me to close my eyes and see Earth's transience.

'Twas hard holding still, after so much excitement,

But I quieted down and saw, nothing a disappointment.

 

I saw butterflies awaking,

Mountains shaking;

Snowflakes melting,

Oceans bloating.

I heard sundrops falling,

The forest's calling,

Sweet bees a-buzzing,

Man's mind a-glazing.

I tasted Victory, Fear, Love and Hate,

Malice, Compassion, Justice and Her negate.

 

I felt all that I could, everything more, nothing less,

And by the end I still knew nothing, this I confess.

 

I asked him Who are you? wanting to know,

He told me to again look around and see the show;

 

And I saw he was the trees, and the grasses, the beings and ashes.

He was the answer to my ego, to quell my soul's thirst and quiet my mind's clashes.

 

This I saw and with awe I exclaimed.

 

But my Buddha laughed and only looked more placid,

He said, Be still once more, 'twill only be more lucid.

And to him I said yes, for he had said much and yet so little,

And never again from the path was I belittled.


Monday, September 14, 2009

Currently
Conviction
By Aiden
Moment
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A-Hole: Part One.

Do you know what I absolutely despise?
CRUSHES.
It's absolute horrid to like someone when you're more focused on getting good grades and such.
But the thing is, this guy [let's call him A-Hole]...I don't even know if I like him.
>_<

So here's the story. Once upon a time, during seventh grade, I had this dream, and he, for some reason was in it. All I knew about him was that he was from the Catholic school nearby, and in none of my classes. And yet...him and another person, Gorilla Arms [xD], had a starring role by my side. I loved the story of my dream so much, that I wrote it down and started to turn it into a novel.
After writing the first version of the story, I gave it to my friend who gave it to him to read, 'cause he was a co-protagonist. She gave it back to me, and said: "He said it's really weird."
Okay, so yeah. I didn't know him very well, and I didn't care for him, and laughed.

Fast forward to eight grade...
[god, this was a queer year.]
He's popular. He's one of the more better looking guys. He smells like god. [don't even ask. ._.] And me?
Well, I decided to fall madly in tweenage love with him. [and my friends decided to drop hints.]
There were a few incidents through out the year, like:
-Me at an AIM thing, asking him to marry me on a dare. [he said no in a heart beat...hahahah.]
-Me asking if he'd read a later draft of the same story. [that didn't happen]
-Him ending up in every AIM activity I was in? [or was it the other way around? Idk. I signed up for everything first.]
-Him being a BEEFJERKY to RawFishII, my best friend. [crush=equals GONE, at that point.]

And if I learned anything from this, it was that he didn't like me. At all. Never did. Never will.
[and I think he figured it out]

So then rolls ninth grade.
I keep my distance from him. He was only in my Latin class, and even though I spent 3 days in his presence at JCL camp, I didn't care. I was free. I wasn't tied to the jerky. [bliss, no?]

And dundundun, here comes tenth!
Look at this:

Dunno how much you people would believe a Facebook app, but I always talk to my number 1 and 3....and I've helped 4 out a lot with school stuff [though there is no crush. :P], and I would have reason to believe number five could like me, but I'd rather he'd not. :x

For the time being, I hate him. When I'm not in his presence, I don't care for him, and my heart is a bird, soaring and enjoying life.
But he's in my English class.
And I love English.
But the day I had to sit in front of him [since the class is full, I have to sit at the teacher's desk], I was nearly paralyzed. My heart was pounding, I didn't feel like talking, and the only thing I could really do was draw a stylized old Chinese man on a worksheet.

IT WAS TORTURE.

I don't know how I feel about him. I don't know that I will ever get over him. I do know that in my head, he's someone completely different. Nicer, more gentleman-like...almost like an Elf.
[oh, how I love the elf.]
Maybe it's that I want to see him as that Elf? Maybe I still like him, but I'm in denial?
I don't really know.
And I possibly might never figure this out.

Maybe I should just find Ed Elric and marry him.

That's some hot stuff. <3 Lullz.



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